Something you have to forgive yourself for:
I have to forgive myself for September 18, 2011. A day I could not control. A day that if it hadn't happened I would not have what I have today. Why did the darkest day of my life have to bring one of the brightest? I could not and still cannot talk about it with anyone in a meaningful way because I don't understand it myself. I don't want to hear platitudes, I don't want to listen to someone else share their experience, I don't want false reassurances.
Forgiving yourself is the hardest thing to do. I can forgive others in a snap, but to forgive myself, I'm not sure if I will ever fully get there. I will try. I will keep trying.
