Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Truth #9

Something you have to forgive yourself for:

 I have to forgive myself for September 18, 2011.  A day I could not control.  A day that if it hadn't happened I would not have what I have today.  Why did the darkest day of my life have to bring one of the brightest?  I could not and still cannot talk about it with anyone in a meaningful way because I don't understand it myself.  I don't want to hear platitudes, I don't want to listen to someone else share their experience, I don't want false reassurances.  

Forgiving yourself is the hardest thing to do.  I can forgive others in a snap, but to forgive myself, I'm not sure if I will ever fully get there.  I will try.  I will keep trying. 

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